unable to guess

unable to guess
whether lately , your silence is good or bad
and i don't want to ask too much
let the try outs lock our hearts

unable to guess
why getting along with each other is lonelier then breaking up
two person is just satisfied just to get through
unable to feel every touch
it's real it's hot

if a sudden far , a sudden close escape
is the freedom you want
then i rather go back to the life of being alone
if a sudden cold , a sudden hot warmth
is your excuse
then i rather to have never been serious with you

in this feeling , who's right or wrong
i already don't want to investigate it anymore
the more you care about someone
the more unguessable it is

eMoTiOn... ...

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假假

每天以不同的角色和个性去应酬不同的人... ...觉得很累... ...
再加上每天都在重复又重复又再重复同样的东西和事情... ...
觉得更厌烦... ...
每当时间一到... ...
就要戴上不同的面具... ...
以不同的表情去应酬不同的人... ...
时间久了... ...
表情麻木了... ...
肢体语言变了... ...
连笑容都僵硬了... ...
为什么人类就是这样... ...永远都会以另外一个自己... ...
去应酬不同的人... ...
难道人类都失去了自我... ...
难道人类都要在没有人的地方或是家里才可以把一直戴在身上的面具给脱掉... ...
难道想要找一个可以和自己合得来的知己... ...
都这么难吗... ...
很累... ...很累... ...真得很累... ...

single / not single... ...

to my friends who are... ... single... ...
love is like a butterfly... ...
the more you chase it... ...
the more it eludes you... ...
but... ...
if you just let it fly... ...
it will come to you when you least expect it... ...
love can make you happy but often it hurts... ...
but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it... ...
so... ...
take your time and choose the best... ...

to my friends who are... ...not so single... ...
love... ...
isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person'... ...
it's about... ...
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be... ...

memory

when the sun shines , we'll shines together ... ...
told you i'll be here forever and said i'll always be a friends ... ...
took an oath , i'll stick it out till the end ... ...
but yesterday is just a memory ... ...
and all the memory that including our happily , sadly , bashful and more ... ...
but if i live every moment ... ...
won't change any moment ... ...
and i will never regret you ... ...
still the memory of you ... ...
and marks down everything i do to you ... ...
all good things must come to an end ... ...

repeated

haiz... ...
repeated everything every moment and every action in my life... ...
feel so bored... ...
why does'nt have any special thing or people appear in my life... ...
when i walk alone... ...
i can't control my mind... ...
i'll be think a lot of affair... ...
sometime think until over-the-top... ...
what's wrong with me... ...
try to forget something... ...
but it is difficulty... ...
bored... ...

bad news

bad news ??!!! lie ??!!!
i hate bad news and lie !!!
i know , bad news and lie is a normal thing that everyone know it ,
and i also know everyone sure hate bad news and lie , because it bringing a sad and unhappy news to us .
but why must people always lie ??!!! it is lie can solve the problem or people can't leave the lie away ??!!!