不晓得... ...

刚踏入四月
我便想
今年的生日
很想过得特别一点
就因为之前过来过去都是同样的方式
所以就想要特别一点
期待的时刻终于来临了
很特别
真得很特别
我不知道
我是应该感到
开心还是失望还是伤心
因为和我庆祝的这一班人
是我刚认识到的一班好朋友
而之前和我一起庆祝的那一班好朋友
不晓得因何事
都没有出现
我给了我自己很多的理由
我想
大概是
他/她们太忙了吧
无论如何
我还是要感谢他/她们
特别是我刚认识到的那一班好朋友
今年的生日
我过得很开心 ^^

同手同脚

<未来的每一步一脚印>

<踏着彼此梦想前进>

<路上偶尔风吹雨淋>

<也要握紧你的手心>

<未来的每一步一脚印>

<相知相惜相依为命>

<别忘记之间的约定>

<我会永远在你身边陪着你>

一定要珍惜你身边所有的人，
包括你的，
父母，兄弟姐妹，朋友，爱你的人 和 你爱的人，
不要等到失去了才懂得珍惜，
要把握现在所有的机会
去宽恕，去原谅，去爱
才是生命中最值得去做的事.

unable to guess

unable to guess
whether lately , your silence is good or bad
and i don't want to ask too much
let the try outs lock our hearts

unable to guess
why getting along with each other is lonelier then breaking up
two person is just satisfied just to get through
unable to feel every touch
it's real it's hot

if a sudden far , a sudden close escape
is the freedom you want
then i rather go back to the life of being alone
if a sudden cold , a sudden hot warmth
is your excuse
then i rather to have never been serious with you

in this feeling , who's right or wrong
i already don't want to investigate it anymore
the more you care about someone
the more unguessable it is

eMoTiOn... ...

.....(^.^).....  .....(^0^).....

.....(^-^).....  .....(^_^).....

.....($.$).....  .....(@.@).....

.....(-_-).....  .....(-_-lll).....

.....(o_0).....  .....(O.O).....

.....(>.<).....  .....(>o<).....

.....(>@<).....  .....(>c<).....

.....(=.=).....  .....(=+=).....

.....(*}*).....  .....(*:*).....

.....(*;*).....  .....(*?*).....

.....(p_p).....  .....(T.T).....

.....(x.x).....  .....(-_-)zzZ.....

.....(v.v).....  .....(U_U).....

.....("_").....  .....("-").....

假假

每天以不同的角色和个性去应酬不同的人... ...觉得很累... ...
再加上每天都在重复又重复又再重复同样的东西和事情... ...
觉得更厌烦... ...
每当时间一到... ...
就要戴上不同的面具... ...
以不同的表情去应酬不同的人... ...
时间久了... ...
表情麻木了... ...
肢体语言变了... ...
连笑容都僵硬了... ...
为什么人类就是这样... ...永远都会以另外一个自己... ...
去应酬不同的人... ...
难道人类都失去了自我... ...
难道人类都要在没有人的地方或是家里才可以把一直戴在身上的面具给脱掉... ...
难道想要找一个可以和自己合得来的知己... ...
都这么难吗... ...
很累... ...很累... ...真得很累... ...

single / not single... ...

to my friends who are... ... single... ...
love is like a butterfly... ...
the more you chase it... ...
the more it eludes you... ...
but... ...
if you just let it fly... ...
it will come to you when you least expect it... ...
love can make you happy but often it hurts... ...
but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it... ...
so... ...
take your time and choose the best... ...

to my friends who are... ...not so single... ...
love... ...
isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person'... ...
it's about... ...
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be... ...

memory

when the sun shines , we'll shines together ... ...
told you i'll be here forever and said i'll always be a friends ... ...
took an oath , i'll stick it out till the end ... ...
but yesterday is just a memory ... ...
and all the memory that including our happily , sadly , bashful and more ... ...
but if i live every moment ... ...
won't change any moment ... ...
and i will never regret you ... ...
still the memory of you ... ...
and marks down everything i do to you ... ...
all good things must come to an end ... ...

repeated

haiz... ...
repeated everything every moment and every action in my life... ...
feel so bored... ...
why does'nt have any special thing or people appear in my life... ...
when i walk alone... ...
i can't control my mind... ...
i'll be think a lot of affair... ...
sometime think until over-the-top... ...
what's wrong with me... ...
try to forget something... ...
but it is difficulty... ...
bored... ...

bad news

bad news ??!!! lie ??!!!
i hate bad news and lie !!!
i know , bad news and lie is a normal thing that everyone know it ,
and i also know everyone sure hate bad news and lie , because it bringing a sad and unhappy news to us .
but why must people always lie ??!!! it is lie can solve the problem or people can't leave the lie away ??!!!

寂寞

有时侯觉得寂寞真的太沉重
所有身边的人都彷佛只是观众
我的感受完全没有人懂　
难得有谁成了我唯一的听众
关心和体贴都让人格外感动　
哭诉前后用不到一分钟
嘿　回忆发生的内容　
有谁曾想过一切的始终
只不过是一时的脆弱和善良的谎言让人放纵
嘿 回忆当初的谎言
为何到了最后总是填不满又掏不空
很快的就再也得不到信任　
人类的心是个无底洞
永远都猜不中和摸不清　
尝试解释尝试沟通或认错
好感再有再尝试也没有用
大多数的人都会有相同的看法
喜欢的只是真诚而不是善良的谎言
并没有谁会在背后指指点点或怂恿　
而是一时的冲动
只是害怕孤单和寂寞而拼命的补充和宽恕
人类不断的在重演一切
无论如何结果都会是一样
但是还是不断的再犯错不断的再重演
不断的...不断的...　

i'm back

i'm back
i'm not which guy
i'm still i'm
feel happily
because ns life is finished
i'm freedom
my time will not control by ns anymore
but
i'm still wanna thanks God
because give me a chance
to know more about ns
addition
i meet many new friends here
we study together
exercise together
learn everything together
take breakfast , lunch , dinner and supper together
chat together
have fun together
live together
i learn everything
like something that i never learn before
also can learn from them
at the last day
when we all separate
we all cry together
one of my best friends
cry until over , got a bit exaggerate
haha
so funny

我回来了

我回来了
我不是那个谁
我依然还是我
很开心
三个月的时间已经过去了
我又回到自由了
时间不必再被控制了
但是
还是要感谢上帝
给了我这一个机会
可以让我知道原来国民服务是酱的
同时
也让我认识到一班很要好的朋友
我们一起上课
一起运动
一起学习
一起吃饭
一起谈天
一起玩
一起生活
让我学习到不少东西
甚至是在生活上的一些小细节
都可以在他们身上学到
在最后一天
当大家都要分开的时候
都哭成一团
还有一位和我很要好的朋友
哭的最夸张
哈哈
相当搞笑

离开。回来

悄悄的我将离开这一片伤心的土地，
到一个完全陌生而半熟悉的地方。
过着完全全新而有一点点腻的生活，
并独自学习一切甚至是从零开始。
过着一个完完全全并且不同的生活，
并希望这一切将会改变以前的我。
将全新的我带回这一片伤心的土地，
把一切伤心事情变成开心的事情。
希望全新的我将会带给你一个惊喜，
也请把以前一直任性的我给忘了。

{ PLKN } 国民服务之旅

闷... ...很不幸的被选中进国民服务... ...
记得在以前当亲戚或朋友被选中进国民服务的时候... ...
心情突然沉了一沉... ...
心想... ...他们真不幸啊... ...
怎知道... ...到了今年都逃不过命运... ...
中... ...了... ... !!!
当朋友告知说我被选中了... ...
我整个人呆了一呆... ...
天啊... ...不会吧... ...
我便立刻上网查询... ...
再加上亲耳听见老师说和看见自己的名字在名单上... ...
我终于相信了... ...

在以前看见亲戚和朋友从国民服务回来后... ...哇塞... ...
有的从肥变廋，廋变肥，白变黑，黑变白，弱变强，懒惰变勤劳... ...
对我而言... ...
其实还好啦... ...
因为可以减肥... ...哈哈... ...
我和几位朋友都被分到第二批... ...
但是并不知道会不会再分到同一地点... ...
但愿如此... ...
希望一切顺顺利利... ...

~spm 的来临 ~

人生重要的日子快要到了,
看着日子一天一天的过去,
看着时间一分一秒的过去,
学业生涯已开始接近尾声,
快要画上非常完美的句号.

但是在画上完美的句号时,
还得踏上严肃紧张的场上,
面对着数十份的白纸黑字,
一笔一画的写下我的努力,
为我的将来拼最后的冲刺.

当前所剩下的时间和机会,
将会是我补偿过去的错失,
将自己的身体状况给搞好,
让百分之一百零一的自己,
献给自己第一次的 S P M.

love poem

You have always been so straight,

Living true to yourself, never afraid.

To me you're not just another person,

But a girl whom I am always concern.

Your smiles they make me smile,

They replay in my mind all the while.

Your face it keeps my heart warm,

Like a sun in a much caring form.

The first time I set my eyes on you

Deep down inside is a trust I feel.

Never have I felt so certain before,

Even though I hardly know you at all.

I'll be on your side no matter what,

Just gonna listen and follow my heart.

My poem to a girl who's on my mind,

To me you'll always be one-of-a-kind.